As I woke up early in the morning and prepared to go to a
mining site in Moatize Mozambique, my colleague was already up and sitting in
the living room with the CNN news on. And in the news I heard about the recent
attacks on Christians and other religious minorities by the Islamic jihadists
and also about the recent news hype on the unrest about the police
force and the citizens of Ferguson Missouri in the United States of America. I went
on about preparing for the day and making my lunch, I tried to do my best to
ignore the negativity of the news that was on. I am not really a fan of news or
television at all.
With the news being on, I heard commentary on how
the attacks on the religious minorities ,particularly Christians, is "genocide",
a bit of an exaggerations though, and with regards to the Ferguson unrest that
this incident now was seen as a racist unfolding of a white police officer
shooting an unarmed black teenager. I couldn’t help but still wonder on how the
world’s dramas seem to be staying stagnant whilst we are growing old and dying,
and the new generation to follow us. It seems the world is still caught up in
its own dramas that have been going on far longer than probably it is necessary
now, especially as we are reaching a pinnacle moment of mass consciousness
awakening. These event left me feeling offish, as expected since it is negative
news and it sells, and me asking questions about humanity and whether am I the
one who got this thing about oneness and unity all wrong. Am I just a dreamer
who has idealistic expectation for the human race that is just bound in
separation? Am I even real? As I asked these questions, the words of my
teachers came to me and they said this:
“You came into this environment where there are choices, where there is variety. In other words if you lived in a household where everybody thought exactly the same way, and nobody had any contentions about anything, and everybody wanted everything exactly the same; you were all born to love pizza, you were all born to love milk, you were all born to love the colour yellow, you were all born to love hardwood floors instead of carpeted floors. In other words, you were all born with these “samenesses” you say you, “oh we would get along so famously! We all sing the same songs and do the same things.” and we say you will not be stimulated to a new idea, and a continuing Life Force could not continue to be drawn within you. Because we all need an Active Calling, a Summoning of Pure Positive Energy. On how life can be better expressed. You did not come here to get the world to be just as you want it to be. You came here to create the world around you that you choose, while you allow the world that others choose it to be to exist also.”
Other people’s choices can’t affect you unless you give them your attention. Unless you believe your freedom and wellbeing I dependent upon what the others in the world are choosing.
As John Lennon sang in his song Imagine that, “You may say I
am a dreamer, but I am not the only one. I hope someday you will join us, and
the world will be as one.”
Despite all these recent commotion, I was reminded of my
purpose in this life here and that is to be a teacher and a reminder of the
truth behind the illusion of reality. And BeyoncĂ©’s song then started playing
as if perfectly queued in after this understanding came.
I want to
leave my footprints on the sand of time
Know that
there was something that I left behind
When I leave this world, I'll leave no regrets
So that they
won’t forget
I was here
I lived, I
loved
I was here
I did, I’ve
done
Everything
that I wanted
And it was
more than I thought it would be
I will leave
my mark so that everyone will know
I was here.
I want to
say I lived each day until I day
And know
that I meant something in somebody’s life
The hearts I
have touched
Will be the
proof that I leave
That I made
a difference
And this world will see
I was here.
I just want
them to know
That I gave
my all
Did my best
Brought
someone some happiness
Left this
world a little better
Just because
I was Here.
That’s my
wish and I hope that I have touched you too. I was here.
I am still
here. :)
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