I usually like to take a walk at midnight when the world is silent
to just feel for Something Broader. And one Monday night I went to go get some
bread at a petrol station close by. In my head I was just going through some
meditation, as I always do, to raise my vibration so as to connect even much
stronger with the cosmos. It is dark and quiet and one cannot help but feel the
deepness of his surroundings. As I gently and calmly trod along, I began to
feel as though someone or something was watching me. I felt Essence.
Have you ever had that feeling that something or someone is
watching you? Usually this happens especially during the night when you are
walking by yourself. You probably have noticed how most people tend to have
their senses heighten during such times and often have some form of paranoia
whenever they are walking at night. Most of the time they are anticipating or
being alert should something or someone be out try to harm them. You probably
have had these types of moments that I am reflecting on here. Each of us has,
and Have you ever wonder what and why that is?
Usually during the day you are preoccupied need to focus your attention on the things in your presence and your senses are shrunk to
your present point of focus. However as the day starts slowing down and you
move to the moment of resting you are easing up on your focus on your
surrounding in order to withdraw and thus sleep. In these Moments of withdrawal
what you are doing actually is, you are allowing your focus to get inflated.
And as you do that you are allowing the Broader Essence of You to resound much
more strongly as there is lesser commotion. This Essence is your Cosmic Consciousness. It
is this Essence that will alert you of upcoming danger, and guide you to avoid
it in that moment. And it is the Essence that makes you feel that you are being
watched as you walk at night and as you gaze upon the night sky; it is the
cosmos resounding in you. This Essence is with you, IN you, all day every day,
every moment, just that most moments you are distracted by many things and
dramas of this world.
Now, as I was gazing upon the heavens that midnight and just
breathing in deeply, I noticed that I seem to periodically lose sense of time.
I did not feel the Monday-ness of the moment, nor did I feel the Midnight-ness
of it. I suddenly noticed and felt the truth and realness of this moment, and
the truth was that it was the forever
present moment of Now – the Eternal Moment of Now. I realised that this moment
is no different from the moment that people would choose to call it as a New Year’s
Day, or a Saturday night out partying. I realised that I (we) am actually
living in a continuous moment of Now, and that all the events that have
happened, and are happening and will happen, are being held in this Expanding
Eternal Moment of Now. Time
is an Illusion it has been said, and I finally got to feel the depth of
that statement. Time is just a mental construction (constriction) of us trying
to segment this BIG expanding moment that is ever changing yet ever constant.
We live in One eternal moment where all manifestations are
happening at Once. As you are now here in a physical body, you are experiencing
the ever present moment of Now being filled by the Essence of your Being as it
pours through you as you, You are experiencing the Beingness of your being, meaning
by the evolution of your present perspective. There is no time. All there is,
is this Now Moment that we are all shaping and reshaping ourselves in
accordance to our desires and awarenesses. This is the matrix of reality, where
all that we are, has been and always will encapsulated in this forever
evolving, Constant Moment of Now.
As you are physically focused here in this present reality,
you are actually pouring in – flowing in – your Eternal Consciousness with each
evolution of this Moment of Now. You are presently witnessing and crafting your
own evolution while remaining constantly unbounded in your perspective. You are
manifesting every moment all over the place, and there is more of you than you
have been able to grasp and sense. When you walk, the next moment of you right
foot is a new you, it’s a constant manifestation of the art of self-creation
that is happening instantaneously. You are literally manifesting reality eternally
in this Moment.
This moment could be whatever you label it as. It could a
moment you label as your birth, as your moment you are graduating, even a
moment when you are sleeping, or as a moment of heartache, joy, confusion,
elation. They are contained in one moment, and the physical vessel with which
you currently in the form of, assists you in experience this one moment as a
series of moments which are overlapping each other. It is like a prism
diffracting white light in order to give off different colours of the spectrum.
You are always present in this moment. There is never a moment in which you
don’t exists. Even when you experiencing what you call your physical death, you
are simply shifting from one specific moment to the other. All these moments are One Moment. All of it
is happening right now and it is also result of your moment by moment choices.
You are manifesting all over the place, and as you are
manifesting there is a relationship going on between you and You. Meaning,
between the essence that is being offered by you in your genius, brilliant
point of you and the You that existed before you were born and still exists
even now as you are here in this physical form. This Essence is in every moment
of the One eternal Moment of Now. When you begin to realise your relationship
to this moment, and to the Essence of you that is constantly in conscious
awareness of you, what you will begin to feel is an exhilarated and unlimited
potential in each moment of this eternal moment, and sense of a stronger
connection to all things around you for you are now feeling them in your Being.
This moment is Big. Its bigness is incomprehensible through
the mental construction of time. It is the true eternalness of Eternity. The
no-beginning-no-ending to it. And You are (in) this Moment forever world
without end.
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